He assaulted me once more, and I barely escaped it.
On the edge of the roof, he pushed me, casting a fireball spell that missed me, and then he hit me again.
Before I could prepare for my next move, she appeared right in front of me and pushed me off the Sky Ship.
“Lucia. Why? I don’t comprehend…” I uttered with a bewildered and astonished expression as I tumbled off the ship.
Like a contented pair, my affection and my adversary were grinning at me in unison, yet my gaze remained fixated on the ship as the gap continued to widen.
‘His is tiny though?’ I was genuinely perplexed why she would select him over me.
Even though I would rather not dwell on how I gained this information… It’s an unpleasant recollection… Not a pleasant recollection by any means.
In any case… So does this imply that I have lost everything in my life, huh?
Friends, Family, Finances, Position, and of course Affection, yup, that covers everything.
It was when I found out that there was no attached system for me to guess the core reason for everything that happened in my life… Yeah, it’s where I had to start all over again… Sigh.
I was a parentless child for as long as I could recall.
Initially, I had no acquaintances… At least until that fool attempted to assist me.
My eyes become solemn as I reminisce about the memories of my closest companion passing away before my eyes.
‘Aslan, I trust that you are doing well. I will be joining you shortly, my friend’.
I always tried to help everyone, even if it meant getting stuck or dying in the process, because I would hate to leave them with that problem.
Whether it was my old cat, my good neighborhood friends, or even my best teachers, all of them had a tragic ending whom I got close to.
Essentially, I was a jinx to everyone, I suppose.
I recall some bad memories that form a tired expression on my face. I was scorned and isolated by everyone, adding up to a difficult situation.
I wonder if I would have had a different life than the one I have now if those close to me who genuinely tried to help me earlier had died.
‘At the very least… I eliminated a few scoundrels during my time as a hired soldier’.
A grin appears on my face as I reminisce about the uncommon yet enjoyable days that I experienced.
Although exerting immense effort was arduous, at the very least, I had acquired sufficient strength to resist individuals within the establishment.
‘Although it is no longer significant,’.
As I open my eyes, I ponder and catch a glimpse of the Sky Ship in the distance.
‘I suppose, this is the end.’
I inhale deeply and then…
“SEE YOU IN HELL M***********S!!!! HOPE YOU *** ****** ***** **** ******* ***** ****!!!!!”.
-Phew.
That felt great, like really really amazing.
“Now I can depart with a sense of serenity,” I contemplate as I close my eyes once more and embrace my passing.
-Ding.
Would you like to connect with the System?Output: Would you like to link with the System?
[Yes/No].
I awaken to discover a blue screen before me, displaying the aforementioned message.
Eh?! Was I supposed to literally try dying a long time ago as I observe the dumbfounded expression on my face in front of the blue screen? Something like this was supposed to happen!!!!!!
Seriously….
Have I done all that I need to do? I have tried various methods to access the system for searching, how many times? I cannot emphasize enough how much I have desired to see this screen throughout my entire life.
Why are my eyes turning a bit solemn and angry as I look at the Ship Sky again, this time the system once more in an inverted sentence structure?
I have been through many things, and I am really exhausted. I have nothing left in this world to connect my life to and continue living. It’s not worth the effort.
I selected the ‘No’ option and then closed my eyes to anticipate the inevitable outcome.