In the most profound state of despair I’ve ever experienced, the performer was incredibly heartless to the extent that Julia Roberts’ half sister asserted in her suicide letter that she ‘pushed me’.
Nancy Motes, who was described as a so-called ‘sibling’ by the Oscar-winning star, revealed in her final words that she had pushed herself over the edge, except for the memory that would not let her go if she died, MailOnline can disclose.
Nancy, in the emotional, handwritten note, confessed that she broke down in tears upon waking up, revealing the severity of Roberts’ mistreatment.
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Nancy tragically lost her life to a drug overdose on February 9th at the age of 37. The cause of her death was determined to be suicide.
According to the Los Angeles County Coroner, the previous production assistant on the television series Glee perished by submerging in a bathtub encircled by a blend of over-the-counter and prescribed medications.
Nancy and Roberts are currently engaged in a bitter legal battle over control of Betty’s mother’s estate, with John Dilbeck as her fiancé.
Attempting to have complete authority over and influence Nancy’s life, Roberts’ actions exemplify the ongoing conflict, as stated by Conner and his sibling John.
Now disclosed, the suicide letter, discovered at the location of Nancy’s demise, is now the focal point of the controversy for the first time.
Nancy begins her note by saying that whatever John wants, he gets, even if it means taking away my possessions and Lucy, their dog.
She writes that during the most profound state of sadness she has ever experienced, it was them who caused her suffering – the recollection that they receive no acknowledgement, aside from her mother and so-called ‘siblings’.
‘I have endured through this illness for my entire life, but it has never been this severe.
‘I start crying every morning because I wake up.’
The document was submitted legal documents in connection with the administration of Nancy’s property.
It consists of three divisions; one directed towards John, another towards her mother Betty and Roberts, and a third directed towards ‘everyone’.
The pages are solely required to provide to the individual to whom they are directed, nevertheless as per California legislation, the Los Angeles County Coroner.
Betty and Roberts, aged 46, have not included their correspondences in the court record, thus keeping them confidential.
She tells him that she loves him and praises Nancy as his true love, in the section of the note addressed to John, which is filed in the file. She tells him that she is unworthy of his affections.
She pleads for his forgiveness and admits that she is ‘nothing but an addict’ – who will be ‘better off without me’.
Nancy writes: ‘I know this will impact you the most and I can’t apologize enough.
I will carry you with me forever. I was truly lucky and blessed to have you as my best friend and true love.
Her last words are: ‘And I apologize deeply’.
Nancy Roberts expressed her feeling of illness in a suicide note, which reflects the number of tweets she had sent before she died.
In one instance, she stated: ‘Just to make it clear to everyone, America’s Sweetheart is a female dog’.
‘Joyful you completely deceived me. She’s not even that skilled of an actress. Do you desire to support someone so heartless? Another interpretation:
A third enraged Tweet stated: ‘(M)y own relatives have forsaken me’.
Motes, hailing from Georgia, was the offspring of Betty, Roberts’ mother, who is 79 years old, and her former stepfather, Michael Motes, who is 69 years old.
Last month, Roberts and Betty both participated in the ceremony to lay Nancy to rest in Smyrna, Georgia.
The ceremony, which was attended by Roberts’ family and friends, was the occasion during which he was described as ‘very courteous and considerate’ by a certain publication. However, there are conflicting accounts of what actually transpired.
However, RadarOnline stated that mourners were shocked by her ‘strange eulogy’.
According to a source, Roberts allegedly stated, “Nancy’s…Gone and not returning,”
‘According to the source, Julia mentioned that, being her sister, she simply wanted to ‘strangle’ her because she didn’t wait to experience the happiness that accompanies the morning.’
Nancy’s relationship with her mother and Roberts deteriorated last year after she disclosed a story to a newspaper about how her renowned sister used to mock her regarding her body size. However, their relationship had been unstable for a while.
According to RadarOnline, in November of last year, Nancy and Roberts apparently exchanged texts relating to the battle against their mother’s breast cancer, highlighting how bad things had become.
Thank you. If you plan on seeing Mom in the next two weeks, you should go in the next hour.
Nancy responded, “We’re going to visit her now. Thank you.”
In a chilly response, Roberts wrote: ‘Kindly depart by 3:30.’
When Nancy would visit, things became tense when Roberts sent her a message trying to take control just over a week later.
Her message stated: ‘We will message you when Mom’s surgery is planned’.
Nancy responded, “My mother requested that I go to the hospital. I will be there.”
‘Only one person is permitted to accompany her. She needs to undergo an x-ray and hasn’t been admitted to the hospital yet. However, Roberts insisted, “She is currently sleeping.”
The texts were from a preview of a documentary called Now That I Have Your Attention, which is about Nancy’s video diaries.
It was uploaded to YouTube but has now been removed.